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[18 Jun 2003|07:24pm] |
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So I'm a cock. But really, what's new? I've always been a jerk. -Shakes head-
So yesterday ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xlavignex came over. We played video games for awhile. I'm a gentleman, so I let her win. -Winks- Or maybe I'm really that bad. Shh, I'll never tell.
I made her some easy mac for dinner. I heard girls like it when guys cook for 'em. That's the best she's gonna get cuz yeah. I really am pretty helpless. I live on easy mac so. After dinner we watched the rerun of the movie awards. But I fell asleep because that shit bored me, oops.
She stayed over last night. Which was cool. Shit I finished my beer. I need another one bye.
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[17 Jun 2003|12:27am] |
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Everyone be real nice to j_mccaslin. Most of you have been... much nicer than when I got here. Sob. Haha, jk. I'm over it.
I went to Avril's tonight. We watched Halloween H2O.. well kind of. -Smirks-
But yeah, um. I feel like a dick. And I'm dreading the next time we talk.. cuz I'll have to confess.. it isn't fair to them. It just isn't.
Thanks for listening to me anthony_thebull. You're a good guy.
Oh, 2 new icons. You love the orgasm one. You know you do.
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[16 Jun 2003|05:02pm] |
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I decided it was time to update.
I got on AIM for the first time on Saturday, and I met a lot of people as well as talked to tons that I hadn't talked to in a long-ass time. That was nice. Hi _joel, billy__martin, bertxmccrackenx, anthony_thebull, __mathers, and _mandymoore, to name a few. All of a sudden I noticed xlavignex was online. I hadn't talked to her in ages. To make a long story short, we were both at home and decided to meet up. Ajax isn't far from Napanee so it only took me 20 or so minutes on the freeway to get there. Once there we decided randomly to go bowling. That was such a good time. xlavignex sucked, but I taught her a thing or two. It was kind of awkward flirting back and forth until I got the balls to kiss her. It shocked her and me both, I think. Because dude, I'm not this kinda guy. I don't fall for girls. I don't get nervous around girls. What the fuck happened to me? I don't know, but xlavignex got me to shape the fuck up. Because as soon as I saw her Saturday night I knew I wanted to be with her. And not just for the sex.
I know, this is shocking you all. The ones who know me, that is. Deryck Whibley doesn't talk like this. Well, I do now. -Smirks- So after I kissed her it was even more awkward when we both said we liked each other and shit. We went to a park and sat on this hill and just kinda talked and shit. Then we both kinda fell asleep for a little but, until she noticed the sun rising. Then we got back in the car and I dropped her off.
I came back home, went to sleep, saw a message from her on my cell phone. It didn't sound good. Then I tried to call her back a few times, but she never returned my call. I was kinda pissed that I thought we had such a great time the night before and now she was bein all weird about it. I tried to let it go or whatever, I went out with Cone yesterday, had some beers, whatever. But then today we talked and I realized she was just busy yesterday and it wasn't anything bad. I read her update though sayin she liked another guy and that pissed me off. But she told me she wanted me so. I'm goin over there tonight. We're gonna rent a few movies and stuff. So I guess I have a girlfriend?
It's weird though. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, or what I'm supposed to do. I've never had a girlfriend before. Sad, isn't it? I've never wanted one. I just liked getting drunk and fooling around with women. But xlavignex changed all of that. She really did.
This was my attempt at a sappy update - take it for what it's worth.
Wtf NFG own me. How come none of them are online? -Cough- jordanp.
Oh and all the people I pimped at the beginning of this entry - I expect pimping back.
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[14 Jun 2003|03:46pm] |
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'ello. What the fuck, I'm Canadian, not British.
-Clears throat- Anyway.
'Sup kids, Deryck Whibley finally decided to get a journal and jump on the bandwagon. I'm sure all of you here know who I am so is there even a point in writing an introductory paragraph about myself? Ah well, everyone seems to be doing it. So I might as well.
I'm in that punk band called Sum 41. We've had three CDs, each one better than the last, I think. We're a touring band. We like writing music and making records but our true passion is to be up on stage and perform for the kids. Being somewhat of a kid myself, it's cool to party with fans after shows and stuff. I'm not one to go out looking for screaming, wacko fans. But if one comes up to me, I'll usually attempt to sign something or smile for a picture. But there's rumors floating around that we aren't one of the "nicer bands" and that we're dicks to fans. How do those rumors start? I love being a rockstar, don't get me wrong. But sometimes, maybe I don't feel like going to an interview or meeting a fan. Just because I have a bad day that makes me a jerk. Well so be it, then.
I don't have a girlfriend, despite the rumors that surface about that as well. I'm not so sure if a relationship is the right thing for me right now, but whatever. If a cool chick comes around then who knows.
I have the impression that I'm rambling so look. Horny Bizzy is the SN. Peace.
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